.i.dont.like.you.

i hate the way you only talk to me when you have a fight with her.

i hate when you tell me you miss me.

i hate that our friendship is ruined.

i hate that i cant talk to you without going to sleep at night thinking about every detail of our conversation.

i hate the way i want to scream and yell at you for everything you did.

i hate the way you moved on in a week and it took me a months.

i hate the way you've already been in another semi-relationship.

i hate that i love talking to you.

i hate that i stay up late to see if you sign online.

i hate that i cant be on myspace without looking at your profile at least once to see if you've moved me on your top friends.

i hate that we're "ok" again. because that means i cant keep hating you anymore.

i hate that i finally got over you and stopped thinking about you, and then you walk back into my life.

i hate that i had something to do with you breaking things off with her.

i love making you jealous.

i love it when you wonder what i'm thinking

i love it when i make you uncomfortable when i say or do something that surprises you

i love bringing up something that reminds us of something that happened when we were dating.. because it makes you feel like crap

i love talking to you about the guys at work.

i love talking to you about that certain someone that wants to date me

i love rubbing it in your face that i have a date with a hot guy

i love hating you. i hate loving you.

Currently Listening The End Is Here By Five Iron Frenzy see related

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I'm giving up my xanga, msn, and aim. It's a long story but I need to take a long break from it all if not give it up completely.

~Hannah~

Currently Listening Deep Enough to Dream By Chris Rice My Tree see related

On a hill far away stands a tall mighty tree

Where a boy and girl used to take turns pushing the tire swing

I remember the pocketknife in hand

And her name in my heart

And thinkin' there ain't no way for a boy to contain

The love that he feels inside

So I carved her name into my tree

Then I carved a heart around her name

Then I carved an arrow through the heart

Just to say "I love you"

Now on a hill far away stood an old rugged cross

The emblem of suffering and shame

I remember the nails through my hands

And your name in my heart

And how in their wordless way the nails explain

The love that I feel inside

As they carved your name into my tree

Where I wrapped my heart around your name

Then I took your arrow through my heart

Just to say, "I love you"

Just to say, "I love you"

Now I can never forget how much you mean to me

'Cause I will always remember whenever I see

Where I carved your name into my tree

Where I wrapped my heart around your name

Then I took your arrow through my heart

Just to say, "I love you"

Just to say, "I love you"

Currently Listening MMHMM By Relient K "When I go down" see related

The other day I finally figured out why space is dark. I mean if the sun is always up somewhere, why don't we have any pictures of a light space? It's true that the sun is always shining but, you can't see the light unless it's reflecting or hitting something. Kind of like a flashlight. If you hold a flashlight up into the sky at night, you can't see see that the flashlight is on because the stars are too far away to catch the light. You might be able to see dust in the air in the light but that's as far as it goes.

"I just had an apostraphy!"
"Don't you mean an 'epiphany'?"
"Right."

I just realized that there are similaries between what I just explained and Christians. People (the world) can't see the Light unless it's hitting or reflecting off of something or someone. If we don't reflect Jesus then they're blind to His love. huh, that's pretty cool....

~Hannah~